theyre filling his gut.

'cuz ur sweat and really cute and even tho you dont talk much i like your personality.' 8/17/08

that gave me the biggest butterflies in my tummy ever. and the biggest smile on my face. honestly, hes driving me insane. i love the kid. but whatever. thats all it ever is. he says he likes me. he says it a million times. but thats all it ever is. and hes like "your point is?" and i reply with "no point. im just dumb." god, im an idiot. i dont understand. i want this sooooo bad. and his little spelling mistakes make me smile, even though im crazy about that crap. but i guess you could say im crazy about him. fuck. heres to crying myself to sleep about this again. im sick of it. he says he understands girls. but what the hell? im about ready to give up.

and tonight at work, im told that this crazy woman (aka, BITCH CRAAAZY!) is talking shit about me. apparently i asked out her boyfriend like 6 months ago and he turned me down. what the hell. hes like 47. NO. i wouldnt do that. and i drive around town (which i do, a lot actually) i hang out my window and scream "HEEEEY HOTTIE!" to him. what the fuck? i dont even know who these people are. its pissing me off.