to know what you want and to know you cant have it at all.

sooooo i think i have that bitch crazy situation solved for now. at least for the most part... shes still fucking crazy. oh man. but we know that her bf had no idea about any of this. she was definitely making it all up. i couldve told you that. but now its official. fuck you, bitch craaazy!

and that kid... you know, my stalker? well he was seen with a girl... seriously. dont tell me you like me and everything then turn around and mean pretty much absolutely nothing by it. seriously, it hurts. big time. i hate this.

haha. so i was driving around with jen, and blake pulls around me, going like 10 over the speed limit. of all people, i hit him. fuck. well, i started texting him and whatever. told him i hadnt seen him in like forever and that i thought maybe he had died. :P he told me we have to hang out sometime. i said sure. but hes all like "you say you will, but will you really?" well if he wants to, then sure?! dur. so either friday or saturday... idk. i really hate how i waited til last year to start like actually talking to people. most of whom were a grade above me. so theyre all moving out and up. thats probably one of my biggest regrets... 

later, ill probably end up driving around, hoping to find my stalker... even though im sure he hates me. im pathetic.